Collected Works by Lydia Sandgren

Disclaimer: take your time, it isn’t a fast-paced read.

I owe this read to Pansing’s former ME, Ms. Cheryl. She sent me this copy two years ago, and I only finished it yesterday. I genuinely feel sorry and a little regretful that I took so long because I ended up loving it. I’m giving it 4.5 ⭐.

Collected Works is a portrait of literature, academia, and the fragile inner worlds of its characters. The book unfolds like a long, winding diary shared between Martin Berg and his daughter, Rakel.

Fifteen years ago, Cecelia Berg had vanished after the birth of her second child. Her disappearance left behind an ache that never fully healed. Confusion, grief, and unanswered questions linger over every page, shaping the lives of those she left behind.

The story spans from the early 1980s to the present, told through Martin’s and Rakel’s alternating perspectives. Before Cecelia entered Martin’s life, there was Gustav Becker, his inseparable best friend. Their friendship, through every storm and season, is beautifully written. Together, they carry each other through the years until Cecelia disappears irrevocably.

Fast-forward, Rakel stumbles upon a novel introduced by her father. As she reads, something strange happens. The protagonist feels uncannily familiar, like a shadow of someone she once knew. Driven by curiosity and longing, Rakel begins her own quiet journey to piece together the figments of her memory, and maybe, her mother.

Part Three is the heart of the novel. It reminds us that no matter how close we are to someone, there are depths we may never truly know. The book touches gently on themes of friendship, mental health, and depression. I am grateful I finally read this beautifully translated work. Some stories linger with a gentle resilience long after the final page.

Kombo Ngeri by Gina Yap Lai Yoong

1. Ngeri (2011)
Joanne, Samuel dan Rehan merupakan pelajar Universiti Filem Masyhur. Mereka ditugaskan menghasilkan sebuah filem pendek. Namun idea mereka ditolak mentah-mentah oleh Profesor Bazri. Dalam masa yang sama, negara dikejutkan dengan penemuan mayat seorang kanak-kanak di dalam peti sejuk beku, kes pembunuhan yang langsung tidak masuk akal dan lebih mengejutkan, ia meniru bulat-bulat idea asal Samuel.

Setiap kali Samuel mengusulkan idea baharu, insiden serupa akan berlaku di dunia nyata. Samuel akhirnya ditahan. Walaupun modus pembunuhan agak luar batas logik, twist yang diselitkan memang menghiburkan dan buat aku teruskan baca.

2. Mangsa (2012)
Pasukan Orang Hilang telah ditubuhkan selepas kes remaja hilang meningkat mendadak. Namun begitu, apabila anaknya Rosmah dipercayai hilang semasa membuat liputan rencana tentang remaja dengan haiwan peliharaannya, ular sawa, di sebuah homestay di Pahang, Inspektor Rashid selaku ketua operasi mula panik dan mencari anaknya bersama team.

Agak kelam kabut plotnya tapi aku suka bab di gelanggang Lodge tu. Elemen suspen melibatkan ular memang menyeramkan.

3. Obsesi (2015)
Kali ini Hema Chandran yang pernah mengendalikan kes Ngeri dan Mangsa, bukan detektif lagi selepas dia meletakkan jawatan polis tapi fokusnya masih kepada pelaku kes Ngeri dan Mangsa yang berjaya mengaburkan diri. Dia bergerak solo sebagai penyiasat persendirian.

Apabila terdapat dua kes pembunuhan dan suspeknya kali ini Samuel lagi, dia tidak dapat lari bila semua bukti menuju ke arahnya. Pada aku part ni lebih kurang macam Ngeri cumanya ending berbeza. Protaganist agak all-out dalam cerita kali ini sesuai dengan tajuk.

Overall, aku suka penerbit compilekan ketiga-tiga novel ni. Kombo Ngeri ialah satu perjalanan gelap yang saling berkait dengan pace yang laju, misteri yang sengaja mengelirukan, dan twist yang cukup untuk buat pembaca tak senang duduk. Vibe Fixi memang terasa: gelap, urban, sinis, dan addictive. 

Mr. Mercedes by Stephen King

Who else can describe human nature better than Mr. King? Mr. Mercedes proves once again how sharp he is at exploring darkness and desire. Getting used to retirement has been hard for Bill Hodges, who drifts through his days without purpose until a letter arrives. A self-confessed message from someone claiming to be the notorious Mercedes Killer. Instead of fear, it sparks a reason to live, and to hunt, in Hodges.

Before retirement, Hodges faced the horrific City Center Massacre, where a man plowed a stolen Mercedes into a Job Fair crowd, killing and injuring innocent people. No DNA, no real evidence, just a clown mask and a ghost who slipped away. It became his final unsolved case, the one that never stopped haunting him.

The killer, hungry for attention in a twisted way, taunts Hodges and leaves a trail through Debbie's Blue Umbrella, an online chat site. Even Mrs. Olivia Trelawney, the owner of the stolen Mercedes, received a letter before her tragic suicide. Hodges knows he owes it to her, and to himself, to chase the truth one last time.

With help from Jerome Robinson and the unforgettable Holly Gibney, the investigation gains new life. Here, we see the roots of Holly's fragile brilliance, and it made me appreciate her character even more.

I don’t have a single critical note. King delivers gripping storytelling from the start, and Mr. Mercedes makes me want to continue exploring more of his earlier masterpieces. I give it 5 stars. I might be biased, because Stephen King is my auto buy author. 😅

Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk

OMG. This is one of those books you must read before you die. Ngl, I bought it a couple of years ago at BBW, only picked it up three days ago, and now I'm completely obsessed. 5 ⭐s from me.

The story begins with the narrator, who struggles with insomnia. His doctor suggests he attend support groups to see what real pain looks like. So he goes, finding himself surrounded by people seeking treatment or living with life threatening illnesses. He keeps going almost religiously. Then two people enter his life: Tyler Durden and Marla Singer.

Marla used to work in a funeral home, just to feel something, just to feel alive. But even funerals are nothing compared to the raw, intimate intensity of support groups. She senses he is fake, and he feels exactly the same about her.

Tyler Durden, on the other hand, is presented as charming, brilliant, and problem solver. He is the creator of the fight club. He truly creates it with purpose. For Tyler, fighting is not about winning or losing. It's about stripping everything away and discovering what survives. Soon, fight clubs begin appearing in different parts of town. Through Tyler, they also make and sell soap, and the money keeps flowing in. The narrator depends on Tyler, trusts him, almost worships him.

Then comes Project Mayhem. Members gather after fight club sessions, listening to Tyler's committee like a twisted support group. They carry out assignments around the city. The mission is to teach every man involved that they have the power to shape history, to save the world, and to use chaos as a form of truth. Of course, all of this is just Tyler's dogma. Tyler cannot stop himself from wanting to burn everything down.

As someone who loves psychological thrillers, I'm impressed by how the plot unfolds. The story pulls you in, almost hypnotically, and you begin to understand why people fall under Tyler's spell.

Lelaki Januari by Hafizah Iszahanid

Delaila Azilah dan Ali Syukri berkahwin terlalu awal ketika belajar di Nottingham (bukan cawangan Semenyih). Tidak sampai beberapa bulan, rumah tangga mereka mula goyah akibat ketidakmatangan kedua-duanya, ditambah kemunculan orang ketiga. Laila melarikan diri ke New York dan menghilang selama 12 tahun. Saat dia cuba berdamai dengan masa lalu, Ali muncul kembali pada bulan Januari. Namun persoalan aku, apa relevannya tajuk Lelaki Januari itu dengan keseluruhan cerita? Ia seolah diletakkan untuk hiasan, bukan makna.

Satu lagi benda yang ketara ialah repetitive. Hampir setiap bab Laila meratib nama Ali, sampai rasa seperti wataknya tidak bergerak ke mana-mana. Ia menghakis emosi yang sepatutnya lebih mendalam dan menjadikan pembacaan sedikit melelahkan. Aku juga sengaja kekalkan nama Ali walaupun penulis menggunakan nama Syuk sebab aku tak gemar nama itu. 😂

Secara keseluruhan, novel ini lebih klise daripada jangkaan aku. Aku pilih kerana penulis, penerbit dan tajuknya yang menarik, tetapi akhirnya ia terasa seperti drama pukul 7 dengan rentetan kebetulan yang boleh dijangka. Mungkin expectation aku sendiri terlalu tinggi. Pun begitu, ada sisi informatif tentang Doctors Without Borders dan kerjaya penyelidik di UNESCO yang memberikan sedikit nafas segar. Sebagai tambahan ini sebenarnya terbitan semula naskhah daripada penerbit Jemari Seni (2014) dan pernah diadaptasi ke drama bersiri.

Circle of Days by Ken Follet

Circle of Days is set in 2500 BCE, where four distinct communities, the herders, farmers, woodlanders and the priestess, live across the Great Plain. At the heart of their world stands the Monument, a sacred gathering place where they come together every year for the Rite. People from many villages come to trade food, clothing, tools and livestock near the ring of timber pillars. The Monument is not just a holy place but a site of ritual, storytelling, feasts and sun worship. It preserves the community’s knowledge of the sky and anchors their way of life.

But harmony collapses when drought strikes. Desperation turns neighbours into enemies, violence replaces peace and the Monument burns. Priestess Joia becomes determined to rebuild it in stone, believing that pleasing the Sun God may restore order and secure her rise as High Priestess. The scale of the undertaking is immense. It takes more than two hundred people to move a single sarsen stone and the workforce is already stretched thin. Their struggle to keep the mission alive forms the core of the story.

I was excited when I picked up this book, but at times I felt disappointed. The portrayal of certain sexual orientations felt repetitive and exaggerated, which pulled me out of the narrative. At nearly seven hundred pages, the story explores the desperation of survival and the complexity of human nature, though I expected more from this author. Still, it is an easy read with a conversational style. It even left me wondering whether horses existed in that era at all. 😅

Mastura by A. Samad Ismail

Membaca koleksi cerpen Mastura karya A. Samad Ismail terasa seperti terseret masuk ke sebuah mesin masa yang penuh warna, getir dan humor halus. Setiap cerpen menangkap ragam manusia dengan begitu tepat. 

1. Belum Baik-Baik Lagi, menghiburkan dengan pasangan pengantin baru yang masih malu-malu hingga keluarga terpaksa campur tangan. 

2. Ke Rumah Cucu pula menyentuh hati tentang seorang pesara, Encik Murad sanggup menggunting rambut orang kampung demi tambang ke Penang demi kasih pada cucunya.

3. Pak Yak Mahu Kahwin pula mencuit hati dengan kisah lelaki lembut yang diejek jiran tetapi tetap memasang impian berumahtangga. 

4. Rumah Pak Haji Harun membawa kita menyaksikan ketabahan masyarakat ketika pendudukan Jepun. 

5. Mastura mengisahkan kegelisahan wanita 40-an yang bergelut dengan rindu pada masa mudanya dan mula meragui suami serta dirinya sendiri.

6. Kau Mesti Sunat, Kata Bapa mencuit nostalgia zaman kanak-kanak dan pantang-larang dulu yang hendak bersunat. 

7. Puthu menyentuh sisi kehidupan buruh pengutip sampah yang akhirnya berani memikirkan masa depan dan mungkin cinta. 

8. Dongeng menyorot tentang Ramlah yang berjaya menjadi guru walau keluarganya tidak meletakkan harapan tinggi, namun cintanya ditentang. 

9. Amelia pula memaparkan sisi pahit suami yang makan luar, tema malang ini masih relevan. 

10. Mandi Kolam menampilkan remaja dengan kolam yang tidak mahu dikongsi dengan jirannya yang lain.

Ini karya keenam ASI yang aku baca dan keseluruhan koleksi ini padat dengan humor, kritik sosial, dan renungan yang masih relevan. ASI membuktikan sekali lagi bahawa karya klasik tak pernah hilang bisanya. Terima kasih @bukufixi atas naskhah yang terbaik ini. 

I'll Make A Spectacle Of You by Beatrice Winifred Iker

For a debut novel, the author delivers a captivating piece of storytelling. The story begins with Zora Robinson, a student with a degree in African and African American Studies. Passionate about local history, conjure traditions, and highly skilled in defensive magic, Zora is determined to excel in her thesis project. Her advisor, Dr. Grant, sees her dedication and gives her a diary belonging to a librarian who once disappeared. The same eerie motif connects back to the childhood trauma that fractured Zora’s relationship with her sister.

People are drawn into the woods by strange cries echoing through the trees, sounds only they can hear. The tension in the woods made me feel genuinely uneasy. To Zora, this is not just fear but an opportunity to uncover untold stories and contribute something meaningful to the folklore she studies.

Her investigation leads her to The Keepers of the Beast, a secret society formed around 1877 by Bricksbury’s founders. The community, shaped by struggles involving education, class, and race, endured relentless white violence. To protect Bricksbury and Jonesborough’s Black population, they relied on both faith and Hoodoo magic. What began with foxes eventually escalated into something darker involving human sacrifice.

As Zora digs deeper, she uncovers the truth behind the students who have gone missing for years. Her mission becomes more than documenting history. She seeks justice for the victims who were never heard.

I rate this novel 4.5 stars. The plot, the atmosphere, and the ending all work together to bring the story to life. My only complaint is a minor technical detail, but overall, this book is gripping from start to finish.

The Hallmarked Man by Robert Galbraith

At nearly 900 pages, The Hallmarked Man is a long but rewarding read. When I first picked it up, I didn’t even bother to read the blurb. Only later did I realize that Robert Galbraith is a pseudonym for J. K. Rowling, and this is the eighth book in the Cormoran Strike series. I’m grateful I gave it a chance and now I can’t wait for the ninth installment.

The story begins when Decima Mullins contacts the detective agency run by Cormoran Strike and Robin Ellacott. She wants answers about a body discovered months earlier in the vault of a silver shop. The police believed it to be William Wright, who turned out to be using the false identity of a convicted armed robber named Jason Knowles. The police were unable to obtain DNA confirmation because the body had been heavily mutilated. But Decima is convinced the victim was her young lover, Rupert Fleetwood, who vanished at the same time.

Strike and Robin suspect the murder might be tied to a priceless collection of Masonic treasures recently purchased by the silver shop. The body’s ritualistic wounds and the hallmark engraved on its back suggest a symbolic and sinister motive.

As the investigation unfolds, Strike and Robin navigate a maze of false identities, possible suspects, and personal struggles. Strike, worn down by old enemies and unspoken feelings for Robin, struggles to stay focused. Meanwhile, Robin faces the lingering trauma of her last undercover case. Together, they make an extraordinary team, both flawed and deeply human yet utterly compelling.

Rowling’s storytelling is as sharp and immersive as ever. Her attention to detail, complex plotting, and emotional depth make this a standout read. Every question finds its answer by the end, leaving me completely satisfied and eager for what comes next. 5⭐

Seesaw Monster by Kotaro Isaka

Seesaw Monster by Kotaro Isaka is divided into two sections with very different themes, yet they’re deeply connected in ways that only become clear as the story unfolds.

In the first part, Naoto Kitayama’s mother lives alone after her husband’s death. Worried about her, Naoto moves in with his wife, Miyako Shiota. From their first meeting, Miyako and her mother-in-law, Setsu, clash endlessly. What begins as a domestic drama soon turns dark when Miyako, a former secret agent, starts suspecting her father-in-law’s death wasn’t natural and that her husband might be framed in a work-related fraud.

The second part, Spin Monster, shifts to a futuristic Japan driven by advanced technology. A tragic accident leaves one boy as the sole survivor of two families, raised by grandparents Naomasa Mito and Kagetora Hiyama, who share no bond despite their shared loss. 

Fast forward, when an AI creator is murdered after sending a mysterious message through Mito, he becomes entangled in a dangerous conspiracy that could spark a war. Hiyama, now a police detective on the case, crosses paths with Mito once again. To my surprise, Miyako, now known as Miyako Setsu, a celebrated children’s book author in her nineties reappears, tying the two worlds together in an unexpected way.

Here, AI doesn’t just think, it feels, possessing an uncanny intuition that can predict and possibly manipulate future outcomes, posing real danger to humanity. Compared to the first part, this section is far more complex and layered, filled with unreliable characters and shifting truths. A mix of family drama, mystery, and sci-fi thriller, Seesaw Monster is both emotionally charged and intellectually gripping, an inventive exploration of human connection, suspicion, and the cost of progress.

Two Kinds of Stranger by Steve Cavanagh

Elly Parker built her fame on viral videos of random acts of kindness. Everyone adored her until everything fell apart. When she walked in on her husband, James, and her best friend, Harriet, in her own apartment livestreaming it by accident, the internet turned them into the most despised couple online. Suddenly, Elly’s entire life was under a microscope.

Determined to stay off-camera, Elly quietly helps a man on crutches one afternoon. No cameras. No hashtags. Just kindness. What she doesn’t realise is that someone has been watching her closely. Two weeks later, James and Harriet are found poisoned and Elly instantly becomes the prime suspect with the clearest motive imaginable.

This becomes Eddie Flynn’s next high-profile case, and it’s about to test every trick he’s ever learned. The deeper he and his team dig, the darker the truth gets and things only spiral further when his own ex-wife faces a murder accusation too.

I love a clever courtroom drama with an antagonist who always seems one step ahead. And that final twist completely froze my brain. This was my first Steve Cavanagh even though it’s book nine in the Eddie Flynn series, and now I’m fully invested.

The Break In by Katherine Faulkner

Alice Rawthorne was enjoying a quiet evening with friends when an intruder broke into her home. In a moment of panic, she struck the teenage boy, Ezra Jones, on the back of his head with a metal stool. He later died from his injuries. Since that night, Alice has been drowning in guilt and paranoia. Her husband, Jamie, urges her to seek help, while their exhausted nanny, Becca, decides to quit after the break-in.

But everything changes when Alice receives a chilling anonymous call. Someone claims that Ezra had a reason to be in her house that night and warns her to be careful.

From there, Alice begins to dig into Ezra’s past, convinced that the break-in was no random crime. The deeper she goes, the more unsettling the truth becomes. It seems she can’t trust anyone when every revelation points closer to home. Even Alice herself starts to feel unreliable as both a murder suspect and a tabloid obsession at the center of a national scandal. And now, Jamie has gone missing.

Though the story unfolds at a slow pace, I found it a gripping psychological rollercoaster. Katherine Faulkner masterfully explores betrayal, obsession, and the blurry line between guilt and innocence. There were moments I couldn’t even trust Alice and that’s what made it so addictive.

The Phoenix Pencil Company by Alisson King

Monica Tsai sets out to help her grandmother, Wong Yun, reconnect with her long-lost cousin, Chen Meng, the one she rarely spoke of, yet shared a childhood with in the old family business, the Phoenix Pencil Company of Shanghai. It’s been over seventy years since Yun last saw Meng, and both women have lived through the Occupation of Shanghai, a time that shaped and scarred them in ways words can barely capture.

What fascinated me most was how The Phoenix Pencil Company blends magical realism with historical fiction. The secret of pencils, the mysterious ability of the women in the company to Reforge, becomes a haunting metaphor for power, memory, and creation. A pencil, after all, can write, heal, and harm at the same time.

I love how Allison King intertwines the weight of history with the importance of remembering and speaking the past. Yun and Meng are portrayed not just as survivors but as women who carried a secret that demanded silence until Monica’s search forces it into the light.

Monica, raised by her grandparents after her parents’ absence, is determined to make this reconnection happen, even as Yun’s memory slowly fades. Her journey becomes more complicated and heartfelt when she meets Louise, a stranger who fortunately crosses their path during the search. I found the queer romance between them a bit overemphasized, perhaps more for modern appeal than depth.

What truly stood out for me, though, was the bond between grandparents and granddaughter. It’s the emotional core of the story, reminding us how love and memory intertwine across generations.

Overall, The Phoenix Pencil Company is a quiet yet evocative read, a story of art, memory, and the women who learn that even something as simple as a pencil can hold the power to change lives.

The Game Is Murder by Hazell Ward

It took me more than a week to finish this book. I’m not a fan of murder-mystery games, but for a debut, Hazell Ward has put in an outstanding effort. Kudos to the author! A 2.73 Goodreads rating feels like an unpopular opinion to me. This book deserves a fairer look.

The story is packed with a lot of extraneous detail, and at times, it feels quite repetitive. As a reader, I needed to piece together the context of the game, figure out who to trust since almost no one can be, and work with the minimal clues given.

Set in 1974, the book tells the story of Lord John Verreman, a professional gambler accused of brutally beating his children’s nanny, Mrs. Sally Gardner, to death. At the time, he had separated from his wife, Antonia, who later claimed he had tried to kill her. Her testimony, however, was dismissed due to her unstable mental state. The prosecution’s case relied on circumstantial evidence, and when Lord Verreman fled before trial, he left behind only a strange letter. He has remained missing ever since, and the truth of what happened that night was never proven.

Fifty years later, Max Enygma, a former detective, receives a mysterious invitation from Lord David Verreman to attend a murder mystery party. What begins as a harmless game soon unearths the echoes of a real crime one that still haunts the Verreman's. David’s eccentricities and delusions blur the line between reality and performance, and Max realizes that solving this case could restore not only his reputation but also his belief in justice.

In the end, The Game is Murder isn’t just about uncovering who did it, but understanding how the past continues to play its hand. It’s a slow, meticulous read, but one that rewards patience with a chilling sense of satisfaction.

Kill Your Darlings by Peter Swanson

The chapters are arranged by years, which gives the story a clear timeline even when the narration moves in unexpected ways. This structure builds suspense, slowly reveals backstory, and shows how past choices ripple into the present. Despite the slower pace, I loved it so much that I’m giving it a solid 5 ⭐.

This is the story of Wendy and Thomas Graves, childhood sweethearts who grow into a troubled husband and wife. They seem destined to be together, but from the start I was intrigued. I wanted to understand why Wendy remained so deeply tied to Thom despite his infidelity and drinking problem. As the years pass, their true colors surface, and the tension deepens.

For much of their marriage, Wendy only knew Thom was working on a mystery novel. When she discovers that his book involves a murder, it shakes her to the core. A story the world was never meant to know. Told in reverse, the narrative lets us peel back the layers of their relationship, with Wendy secretly imagining what life would be like if Thom died naturally. Dark as it sounds, there is a sharp humor in those private fantasies, because sometimes we do kill people in our heads. 😅

The ending was outstanding and gave me the answers I was waiting for. Having read Peter Swanson before, I can say this is another brilliant example of his gripping style. I also enjoyed the book and movie references scattered throughout, which made me want to check out a few myself.

One Golden Summer by Carley Fortune

Alice Everly is a freelance photographer, a loyal friend, a caring sister, and a devoted granddaughter. After a breakup leaves her feeling unmotivated, she takes it as a chance to pause and rediscover herself. After her grandmother’s hip surgery, Alice steps in to help with her recovery, and together they decide to rent a lakeside cottage at Barry’s Bay, a place Alice hasn’t visited since she was seventeen.

There she meets Charlie Florek, the boy she once captured in a photo she titled One Golden Summer. Now living nearby, Charlie quickly charms not only Alice but also her grandmother. I found their chemistry instant and heartwarming, with a nostalgic spark that made me smile as I read.

Some parts felt a little draggy, and the ending leaned a bit on the pretentious side, but the story still left me with warmth. What really carried the book for me was the tenderness between Alice and Charlie. Their bond felt sweet, genuine, and quietly powerful, like slipping back into a memory that still glows.

Overall, One Golden Summer is a cozy, nostalgic read that celebrates second chances, the pull of a long-ago crush, and the way summer can linger in the heart long after the season has passed.

Never Flinch by Stephen King

I have to admit, my experience with Holly Gibney’s earlier series wasn’t the best. But with Never Flinch, Holly and King truly make a comeback.

In this fourth installment, the police receive a threatened letter from an anonymous figure calling himself the mastermind behind the Surrogate Juror Murders. Victims are found with slips of paper naming the jurors from the Alan Duffrey trial. Duffrey was a man falsely accused of being a pedophile, framed by his own colleague, and left to die in prison. Justice failed Duffrey. Now the killer has taken it upon himself to deliver punishment. Cold, merciless, and strangely righteous, his message is simple, if the system won’t hold the guilty accountable, he will.

Meanwhile, Holly Gibney, now running the Finders Keepers agency, takes on bodyguard work for feminist speaker Kate McKay. Kate is controversial, branded a zealot for hearing the voices of oppressed women. But not everyone admires her. One religious zealot is convinced Kate is defying God and will stop at nothing to silence her.

These two psychos intertwined in the last hundred pages, creating a finale that is messy, unsettling, nerve-wracking, and absolutely unputdownable. I dragged this read over ten days just to savor it though believe me, it begs to be devoured in one sitting. King reminds me why he’s my favorite storyteller. This one gets a solid 4.8⭐ from me. And since nobody asked, I’m now reading Mr. Mercedes. 😅

No One Would Do What The Lamberts Have Done by Sophie Hannah

This novel is unlike anything I’ve read before. It’s a book about a book, told by an unnamed writer who recounts the outrageous story of the Lamberts: Sally, Mark, their children Rhiannon and Tobes, and their beloved dog, Champs. But Champs isn’t just a pet. In Sally’s eyes, he is more than family.

The trouble begins when a policeman arrives at the Lamberts’ home with shocking news. Champs has been accused of biting Tess Gavey, their prickly neighbor. Devastated, Sally is swept into a bizarre escape party organized by Corinne Sullivan, another eccentric neighbor. From there, everything spirals wildly out of control.

The Gaveys are portrayed as overreacting, callous, and repulsive, but it’s the Lamberts, with their chaotic, surreal, and magnetic antics, who steal the show. Honestly, they deserve a movie series of their own. Their ridiculous adventures make the whole situation feel even crazier.

What fascinated me most was Sophie Hannah’s balancing act. So much of the story feels painfully real, yet just as much is deliberately distorted, filtered through the lens of an unreliable narrator. I was constantly asking myself what’s true, what’s fabricated, and who can be trusted.

This was my first Sophie Hannah novel, and despite the mixed reviews I’d seen beforehand, I thoroughly enjoyed it. Her writing is sharp, playful, and unnerving all at once. For its originality and wit, I’d give it 4.5 ⭐

A Beautiful and Terrible Murder by Claire M. Andrews

Set in 1872, this story takes us to Oxford University, divided into two colleges: All Souls, reserved for the most brilliant men chosen once a decade to compete for Queen Victoria’s favor with Sherlock Holmes and James Moriarty among them. And Lady Margaret, where women finally gain a foothold in academia.

At the center is Irene Adler, living a double life as Isaac Holland. The illegitimate daughter of opera singer and courtesan Elena Adler, Irene is unwillingly brought from France by her father into the shadow of the Moriarty name. Despite the suffocating misogyny of the era, she rises as one of Oxford’s sharpest minds.

But brilliance soon gives way to horror. Students begin to die one by one, their deaths increasingly suspicious, rattling Oxford to its core and casting a heavy fog of dread. Someone is framing both Isaac and Holmes, and Irene suddenly finds her every move under scrutiny. Red herrings abound so many that at times I felt overwhelmed, even as the pacing kept me turning the pages. Holmes doesn’t stand out much here, but that’s understandable given the focus.

Overall, A Beautiful and Terrible Murder delivers atmosphere, suspense, and intrigue in abundance. Though the sheer number of red herrings may test your patience, the tension of Irene’s double life and the gothic Oxford setting kept me hooked until the end.

Sound Like Love by Ashley Poston

I really enjoyed this one! It's a mix of celebrity trope, small-town charm, and a dash of magical realism. Sounds Like Love is a fun romcom that balances humor with emotional depth. It’s not overly spicy, but it still gives you all the feels, and it’s hard not to root for Joni’s romance from the very beginning.

Joni Lark is a songwriter who once penned hit songs, but after her mother’s illness, the music just stopped flowing. Returning to her hometown of Vienna Shores, a small vacation town, she finds herself torn between staying to care for her mom, who now struggles with dementia, or chasing her old dreams in LA.

Then something unexpected happens. Joni starts hearing a man’s voice in her head. Not just a voice, but a melody like an earworm she can’t shake. The two of them are somehow linked in this strange telepathic connection. Their attempt to finish the song together, and the fact that they can hear each other’s thoughts, had me smiling through the pages.

What really stood out for me was how the story explores dreams, family, friendship, and finding joy even in the hardest moments. Joni’s relationship with her mother was heartfelt and genuine, and I was touched by how the story shows that it’s never too late to set new goals or ask the right questions about where life is leading us. 4.5 ⭐

Detective Aunty by Uzma Jalaluddin

Detective Aunty is a cozy, lighthearted murder mystery with an amateur sleuth, small-town charm, and just enough twists to keep you guessing.

An unlikely detective is Kausar Khan, a woman in her fifties who suddenly finds herself thrust into an investigation when her daughter, Sana, is accused of murder. One phone call drags Kausar back into her old neighborhood, where she must face not only the suspicion circling Sana but also her own grief for her late husband and son.

Sana’s landlord, Imran Thakur, is found stabbed to death in her shop. He wasn’t well-liked, but the police are quick to assume the worst when they find Sana’s clothes covered in blood and the murder weapon belonging to her. Instead of treating her as a witness, they charge her with first-degree murder.

However, Kausar refuses to believe her daughter capable of such a crime. With curiosity, and a knack for asking questions no one else dares to, she starts piecing together clues alongside her quirky sidekicks.

I loved how Uzma layers the story with more than just the mystery. Themes of culture, grief, and even marital betrayal weave into the plot naturally, giving the book real emotional depth. I personally felt the ending was a little rushed and less satisfying than I’d hoped but that’s just my view, not a flaw in the writing.

Overall, Detective Aunty is a warm and witty mystery that balances heartache. I’ll definitely be waiting for the sequel to see if the missing X factor comes into play.

The Second Chance Convenience Store by Kim Ho-Yeon

After seeing so many good reviews, I was thrilled to finally dive into The Second Chance Convenience Store and it did not disappoint!

At the heart of the story is Mrs. Yeom Yeong-Sook, a retired teacher who has always lived with quiet dignity and kindness. One day, after losing her wallet, she meets a homeless man named Dokgo who returns it to her, safe and untouched. Though he refuses a reward, she offers him a lunch box from her convenience store. That small gesture sparks an unexpected friendship.

Dokgo, struggling with memory loss from alcohol-related dementia and emotional trauma, slowly reveals a thoughtful, capable soul beneath his rough exterior. When her night shift employee quits and the store begins to struggle, Mrs. Yeom takes a leap of faith and hires Dokgo.

What follows is a quiet, beautiful transformation. Not just in him, but in everyone around him. Through trust, kindness, and second chances, Dokgo finds purpose, and the story gently reminds us that it's never too late to start over.

I absolutely loved the message behind this book. It’s a simple, easy-to-read story that flows effortlessly from one page to the next. Some parts are predictable, but in the best way possible. You can see where the story is going, but that just makes the journey feel like a comforting hug.

In the end, it’s not about the plot, but about the feeling it leaves behind: hope, compassion, and the reminder that it’s never too late to grow or to change a life with kindness. 4⭐

Cinta Terbelah di Laut Merah by Ilham Mazalan

Kalau harap plot dramatik cepat berkembang, memang boleh terasa macam tak ke mana pada awalnya. Dua watak utama, Sevgil dan Shihab, adalah pelajar Malaysia di bumi Mesir. Mereka datang dari latar belakang dan cara fikir yang berbeza. Penulis banyak ambil masa membina watak, suasana, falsafah, dan idealisme.

Konflik mula kelihatan apabila ayah Shihab meninggal dunia dan dia pulang ke tanah air. Sevgil hilang arah, pelajarannya terganggu dan tenggelam dalam kemurungan. Kepada Marsha, Harris dan Syed tempat dia berkongsi rasa. Walau pun peribadi sahabatnya itu dipandang sinis masyarakat sekitar tapi di sinilah erti persahabatan diuji. Aku sendiri tersentak ketika Sevgil mendedahkan pengalaman buruk di asrama yang meninggalkan trauma mendalam. Babak ini membuka mata, menjelaskan mengapa dirinya begitu rapuh, dan di situlah aku rasa Sevgil adalah mangsa pengkhianatan.

Babak bersama Dr. Noha, psikiatri yang merawat Sevgil, muncul sebagai salah satu adegan paling signifikan. Dialog dan interaksi di sini bukan sekadar terapi, tetapi juga menjawab persoalan mengapa Sevgil menjadi dirinya yang penuh dengan kerentanan. Di sinilah karya ini menampilkan sisi keberanian, menyentuh isu kesihatan mental.

Dan akhirnya, pertemuan Sevgil dengan Seth di Gunung Sinai benar-benar menyentuh hati. Ia hadir sebagai alegori penuh makna, menyempurnakan perjalanan panjang Sevgil. Endingnya tuntas menutup naratif dengan begitu baik. Secara keseluruhan, Cinta Terbelah di Laut Merah bukan sekadar kisah cinta dua insan. Ia sarat dengan renungan tentang dunia, politik, sejarah, pencarian makna hidup, dan yang paling penting, hubungan manusia dengan Tuhan.

Petaka Bakteria by Mohd Kasim Mahmud

Babak suspen dimulakan dengan beberapa pesawat telah menggugurkan kotak-kotak kayu berisi pakaian dan patung mainan di sekitar kawasan kampung yang baru saja dilanda peperangan. Penduduk kampung yang kelaparan dan trauma berebut-rebut, menyangka itu hadiah daripada pemerintah. Namun, di situlah permulaan malapetaka yang tidak mereka duga. 

Novel ini menyingkap sisi kelam dunia sains dan teknologi melalui watak Profesor Gerago dan pembantunya, Dr. Yana. Berkhidmat di makmal senjata biologi, Dr. Yana mula dihantui rasa bersalah apabila bakteria ciptaannya, yang berbahaya setanding antraks, digugurkan ke perkampungan musuh. Kegelisahan moral dan keagamaannya berperang dengan hakikat bahawa projek itu adalah misi besar negara yang dipersetujui pemimpin tertinggi. 

Apa yang dia tidak tahu ialah, eksperimen demi eksperimen itu akhirnya melahirkan spesies tikus baru. Tikus-tikus tersebut membesar dengan saiz luar biasa selepas menjadikan tawanan perang sebagai makanan mereka.

Inilah antara babak yang ada dalam Petaka Bakteria karya Mohd Kasim Mahmud, pemenang Sayembara Fiksyen Sains dan Teknologi UTM-KUMPULAN UTUSAN.

Penulis berjaya menyuntik elemen sains, perang, dan konflik dalaman dengan adunan yang menegangkan. Petaka Bakteria membuatkan kita tertanya-tanya sejauh mana sains boleh dimanipulasi demi kuasa, dan batas moral seorang saintis.

Namun, ada satu kemusykilan bagi aku tentang kemunculan lelaki misteri sebanyak tiga kali, yang tidak memberi impak besar pada jalan cerita. Entah siapa agaknya dia.😅 Keseluruhannya, Petaka Bakteria ialah sebuah fiksyen sains tempatan yang mendebarkan, dengan premis berani dan latar peperangan yang sangat dekat dengan realiti dunia hari ini.

The Cut by Richard Armitage

The story begins in the quiet village of Baron Mallet, where a group of so-called friends, Annabel Maddock, Ben Knot, David Patel, Chris and Lynette Davis, Catherine Maddock, and Mark Cherry, spent their youth together. But behind the facade of friendship lay cruelty. Mark was the constant target of their bullying, and no one ever stood up for him.

Then tragedy struck. Annabel was found dead at the abandoned mill. The investigation dragged on for nearly a year, but the truth was never fully uncovered. David Patel was convicted. Annie’s blood on his clothes sealed his fate. Yet the murder weapon was never found.

Thirty years later, “The Mill Killer” is finally released on parole. At the same time, a Hollywood director arrives in Baron Mallet to film The Cut, a movie meant to dig into the town’s buried secrets. But this isn’t just another horror flick. Instead of cheap scares, the film reimagines the tropes of the eighties slasher, turning them into something far more unsettling and layered. And someone behind the production seems to know exactly what happened all those years ago.

The past refuses to stay buried. Ben, who once dated Annabel, now finds his career, his family, and his secrets under threat as the cameras roll. Revenge, guilt, and the scars of bullying intertwine in a story that blurs the line between fiction and reality.

The Cut is not a neat revenge tale, it’s messier. At times the pacing drags, but the novel lingers because it reminds us of a chilling truth: bullies don’t change. They thrive on arrogance and power, not conscience. The only way to stop them is to stand up, say no, and refuse to let them define you.

Emma On Fire by James Patterson & Emily Raymond

I started Emma on Fire with completely the wrong impression of what I was about to read. While I’ve never read any of James Patterson’s YA collaborations before, I was curious and somehow, despite my mixed feelings, I finished it.

Emma Blake, seventeen, is the model student at Ridgemont Academy, straight-A grades and community leadership. But behind the privilege lies deep tragedy. Her mother died when she was young, and the grief she once shared with her sister, Claire, became even heavier after Claire’s sudden death, an apparent suicide after years of therapy and instability.

With a distant father who prefers to throw money at problems rather than talk, Emma’s grief becomes tangled with anger, blame, and the need to be acknowledged. Then comes a shocking twist, she pledges to self-immolate in protest of the state of the world. Her recorded confession goes viral, drawing national attention and unsettling everyone around her.

Emma’s voice in the novel is intense, though at times repetitive, and her motivations remain partially in shadow, an unresolved thread that left me questioning what truly drove her. This isn’t the straightforward YA drama I expected. It’s darker, heavier, and raises difficult questions about grief, protest, and how far someone will go to be heard.

Korban by Crystal Anabella

Sekumpulan content creator, berjaya melepasi sesi temuduga untuk mengikuti program Lucky 7, yang syarat pertamanya ialah tak takut hantu. Dengan tawaran gaji lumayan untuk seminggu, ala-ala survival show ini memang sesuai untuk mereka yang berhati kental. Tambahan pula, mereka terdesak mahu mendapatkan hadiah utama.

Program ini dikatakan dianjurkan oleh seorang influencer popular dari Indonesia, Mr. Roberto, pengasas konten video extreme stunt. Ini membuatkan ramai yang awalnya menganggap program ini scam, mula rasa tertarik. Namun, sebelum tiba di Resort Qulantis, beberapa ahli kumpulan Lucky 7 sudah berdepan kejadian pelik yang tak masuk akal.

Resort yang dikelilingi hutan tebal, rupa-rupanya berpuaka akibat sumpahan. Mengikut peraturan, semua gajet peserta akan disita dan diganti dengan peralatan tanpa wayar dari pihak produksi. Mereka diwajibkan menghasilkan video seram berdurasi 10 minit setiap hari selama seminggu, dan siapa yang gagal akan menerima hukuman. Kedengaran mudah, tapi hakikatnya penuh rintangan.

Sepanjang berada di sana, peserta diganggu entiti yang menakutkan namun gangguan itu tak dapat dirakam kamera. Keadaan bertukar tragis apabila beberapa nyawa peserta diragut, membuatkan mereka sedar bahawa program ini bukan sekadar hiburan. Cubaan untuk melarikan diri juga berdepan halangan demi halangan.

Fakta menarik tentang Korban ialah pada asalnya berjudul FYP dan pernah memenangi saguhati Sayembara FIXI 2024. Dengan tagline untuk pembaca matang, aku rasa Korban memang kena dengan vibes yang FIXI mahukan. Yang aku suka, walaupun ada elemen seram, gore, dan mistik, penulis selitkan juga momen kelakar yang menjadi selingan di tengah ketegangan.

Premisnya mungkin kedengaran klise, tapi setiap bab ada punch line dan tak kaku, tak meleret, itu buat aku sentiasa nak tahu apa yang berlaku seterusnya. Kudos!

A Murder In Paris by Matthew Blake

Recovered memories represent a complex phenomenon, with the potential for both the genuine recall of traumatic events and the construction of false memories. It’s crucial to approach this topic with sensitivity, recognizing its capacity for both healing and harm. When renowned painter and Holocaust survivor Josephine Benoit confesses to a decades-old murder, claiming she once killed a woman with her same name at the Hotel Lutetia in 1945 to steal her identity, everything fractures. Her granddaughter, Dr. Olivia Finn, insists her grandmother’s memory has been unreliable for years but the confession sets off a chain of events too disturbing to ignore.

Not long after, Josephine is murdered.

At first, it seems like a tragic coincidence. Why would anyone kill her now, so many years after the war and over a confession that might not even be real? But as Olivia begins digging, it becomes clear, this isn’t just about an old crime. Despite the pervasive distrust, Olivia embarks on a journey to uncover the truth and find clarity amidst the confusion. 

I found myself pitying both, Josephine and Olivia. They are grappling with fractured relationships, hidden agendas, and the unsettling feeling that those around them are not who they seem. 

It’s a bit draggy at times, but it almost feels intentional, pushing you to sit with the weight of what’s being unearthed. The alternating narrators and short, punchy chapters kept me hooked. The themes of memory, trauma, and the unreliability of perception, with a focus on uncovering secrets from the past, are quite similar to the author’s previous work, Anna O. 4 ⭐

We Are All Guilty Here by Karin Slaughter

I don’t even know how to put this into words. I’ve only read one book by Karin Slaughter before, and I wasn’t expecting this. Not this level of emotional devastation. We Are All Guilty Here grabbed me by the heart, tore it out, and made me feel every beat of these characters’ pain and I cried real tears for them like they were people I knew irl. I still can’t stop thinking about them.

Set in the small town of North Falls, where everyone’s in everyone else’s business, the nightmare begins when two fifteen-year-old girls, Madison Dalrymple and Cheyenne Baker, vanish. Their bikes are found abandoned. There’s blood at the scene, then drugs and stacks of cash are found in their room. Evidence that raises more questions than answers. The town turns savage.

But for Officer Emmy Clifton, this case is personal. Madison is the stepdaughter of her best friend, Hannah. Emmy carries the guilt like a second skin and it only deepens when the girls are found dead, brutally bruised. The killer vanishes without a trace. No evidence. No DNA. Just a red herring. The case is also known as the Broken Angels.

Twelve years later, North Falls is dragged back into its darkest memories when another teenage girl vanishes. With history repeating itself, Emmy is forced to reopen wounds she never truly healed. She must face the trauma she buried, the secrets the town tried to forget, and the haunting possibility that the killer never left.

This book isn’t just a psychological thriller it’s a deep dive into the fractures of human nature. Slaughter masterfully pulls apart each character’s layers, exposing raw emotion, deep flaws, and the domino effect of every choice.

And the ending is twisted, gut-punching, and utterly unforgettable. We Are All Guilty Here is an emotional roller coaster wrapped in a murder mystery, which is dark, gritty, and so well-crafted it hurts. Karin Slaughter nailed it. 5⭐

Pengabdian by Hasrudi Jawawi

Setelah lama menyepi akibat pandemik dan kebuntuan idea, Fuadi kembali dengan novel terbaru tentang sebuah kisah seram yang diinspirasikan daripada kejadian sebenar. 

Semuanya bermula dengan satu panggilan. Rozi menerima berita tentang kemalangan yang meragut nyawa kakaknya, Rosmi, dan abang iparnya, Hisham. Mereka meninggalkan seorang anak kecil bernama Dani. Walaupun hubungan mereka renggang sejak Rosmi berkahwin, Rozi tahu dia tiada pilihan selain hadir sekurang-kurangnya untuk melihat mereka buat kali terakhir.

Tapi sejak dia jejakkan kaki ke rumah mereka, ada sesuatu yang tidak kena. Dinding yang seakan bernafas. Dan gangguan-gangguan kecil yang lama-lama menjadi bayangan menyesakkan. Rozi yakin semuanya ada kaitan dengan latar belakang abang iparnya, anak kepada seorang dukun bernama Pak Pandak. Dia mula percaya bahawa ‘sesuatu’ sedang mencari waris. Dan Dani adalah sasarannya.

Namun, apa yang membuat Pengabdian lain daripada cerita seram biasa adalah cara ia diceritakan. Pak Pandak dan Sufian ialah unreliable narator. Apa yang Rozi alami...adakah benar-benar berlaku, atau cuma bayangan yang dicipta oleh rasa bersalah, trauma, atau sesuatu yang lebih gelap?

Ada bahagian dalam buku ini yang mungkin aku rasa klise pada awalnya kematian misteri, saka turun-temurun, rumah berhantu tapi, penulis membawanya ke tahap lain dengan bab demi bab, kita akan meragui sama ada ini cerita rekaan atau satu pengakuan.

Pengabdian bukan hanya tentang warisan ilmu hitam. Ia tentang dendam, keturunan, dan kebenaran yang ingin disembunyikan. 

Marble Hall Murders by Anthony Horowitz

Even though I haven’t read the first two books in Susan Ryeland’s series, The Marble Hall Murders reads like a masterfully layered standalone. Everything you need to know is threaded so cleverly into the narrative that you never feel lost only drawn deeper into its web.

It all begins with Marble Hall, the eerie, imposing family estate where the cracks in a legacy first began to show. It was there that Miriam Crace, one of the UK’s most celebrated children’s authors, died under what was officially ruled as natural causes. But her grandson Eliot Crace didn’t believe that story. He was convinced she’d been murdered by someone in the family.

Just like Alan Conway before him, Eliot was crafting a murder mystery that mirrored real life. A continuation of the Atticus Pünd detective novels, and also a symbolic confession, a ticking time bomb of truth wrapped in fiction. He planned to reveal his grandmother’s killer through the pages of his book.

But he never got to finish it. He got killed in a hit-and-run on the night of her twentieth death anniversary.

The layers here are extraordinary, a book within a book where the inner mystery bleeds ominously into the real world. And once again, Susan Ryeland now Eliot's editor, finds herself entangled in a deadly puzzle. She’s already paid the price for Alan Conway’s twisted tales: she’s lost her career, her reputation, even her peace of mind. Now, with Eliot’s death, she’s not just involved - she’s the prime suspect!

I am obsessed with this book. The premise is pure genius. Atticus Pünd is a deliciously Poirot-esque detective, every clue and line of deduction gripping. But it's Susan's struggle, the betrayals, the danger, the desperate search for truth that gives the story its heart.

This is what a murder mystery should be, smart, bold, twisty, and always one step ahead of the reader. The Marble Hall Murders is easily one of the best books I’ve read this year. 5⭐

Fair Play by Louise Hegarty

 Surely this is a parody. That was my exact thought halfway through this book and judging by the Goodreads reviews, I’m not the only one who felt this way.

To be clear, I finished the book. Out of sheer stubbornness and morbid curiosity. But I really tried not to write something negative. Unfortunately, this story simply doesn’t make sense. To put it plainly, the book is overly dramatic in all the wrong places, and deliberately ambiguous in a way that feels more evasive. I have no issue with classic, even cliche, murder mystery tropes. But here, the writing, plot progression, and overall execution fall short.

The premise had potential though. Abigail hosts a murder mystery game for her brother Benjamin’s birthday. A group of close friends and mutual acquaintances gather for the New Year's Eve event, but by morning, Benjamin is found dead behind a locked door.

Part Two introduces Auguste Bell, a consulting detective and mystery writer who declares this a classic locked-room mystery with a closed circle of suspects. The setup is pretentious. Everyone has a motive, and while it’s officially ruled a suicide, Bell believes otherwise.

The plot is disjointed, characters blur together, motivations are unclear, and the pacing stumbles between overexplaining and underdelivering. It feels like an attempt to mimic Agatha Christie without her finesse, restraint, or insight.

To be fair, there are a few glimpses of atmosphere and tension that hint at what this story could have been. And the ending left me more confused than intrigued. If you've read it, I’d love to hear your thoughts. Perhaps there’s something I missed. But for me, what on earth did I just read? 😂

To The Dogs by Louise Welsh

At first, To the Dogs sounds like a gripping academic thriller. Professor James Brennan is a well-respected criminologist trying to escape his father’s shadow, but things quickly spiral out of control. Just as he’s being considered for a top university position, his son gets arrested again for drugs. Then a Chinese graduate student goes missing, an old friend-turned-lawyer named Eddie Cranston offers help Brennan doesn’t seem to want, and a former student named Becca steps in with help that feels a little too convenient.

There’s a lot going on such as university politics, shady deals, hints of espionage but I often found myself lost. The characters are distant, their motives unclear, and the emotional connection just wasn’t there for me. The tension between Brennan and Eddie is never fully explained, and Brennan’s wife feels more like a background character.

While the book explores some deep themes like corruption, moral decay, and one man’s fall from grace, it didn’t fully land for me. To the Dogs has a strong setup, but in the end, it felt like a puzzle that never quite came together. A promising thriller that loses its way under the weight of too many subplots and too little emotional payoff.

The Devil Three Times by Rickey Fayne

It all began when the Devil fell to Earth. In this bold, symbolic reimagining, the Devil isn't just a destroyer of mankind but he's on a mission. Haunted by his fall and desperate for redemption, he steps into the world not as a tempter, but as a reluctant guardian, seeking one last shot at earning God’s mercy and salvation. Watching over a bloodline that begins with a young African woman named Yetunde.

Her journey is harrowing. Captured and shipped across the ocean, she finds herself at the Laurent plantation, where Jean Laurent, the Ofay master, takes an unusual interest in her. While she wonders if he intends to marry her, his true intentions are far more complicated. From their union, twin children are born, Lucille and Asa. Asa, born with light skin is taken from his mother and raised in the Laurent house as heir, a cruel echo of slavery’s twisted legacy.

This is where the Devil enters again at moments of trauma, turning points, and impossible choices. He becomes an unseen presence throughout generations, his appearances marking pivotal moments in the Laurent family’s cursed legacy. From Yetunde to her descendants, each generation bears the weight of pain, secrets, and spirits who are unable to cross over.

At its heart, this novel is part origin myth, part gothic fable, and part cautionary tale. It plays with religious themes boldly, sometimes even irreverently, casting the Devil in a role more complex than pure evil. The idea of him as a redeemer, a force of justice, almost reads like satire or a spiritual parody.

As a Muslim reader, I found myself both intrigued and cautious. While the story is gripping and layered with symbolism, I had to remind myself that its spiritual framework doesn't reflect our beliefs. It's fiction and demands a critical eye.

Still, if you enjoy stories that challenge the idea of good and evil, that blur the lines between myth and morality, and that center the deep wounds of generational trauma, this book is a haunting ride you won’t forget.

The First Gentleman by James Patterson and Bill Clinton

Not bad at all. In fact, I was pleasantly surprised. While the plot may seem straightforward at first glance, it’s anything but predictable. Twists creep in when you least expect them, and before you know it, you’re racing through the pages. What I loved most was the brisk, fast-paced storytelling with short chapters that kept the momentum sharp. The courtroom scenes are absolutely gripping and thank god this is a standalone!

Set against a backdrop of political power plays, The First Gentleman dives deep into themes of corruption, dark money, sabotage, and jealousy. It all begins with two investigative journalists, Garret Wilson and Brea Cooke, working on a book that could explode into a national scandal. Their target was none other than the First Gentleman of the United States, Cole Wright.

Their investigation uncovers a chilling allegation that Cole may have been involved in a sexual assault seventeen years ago during his college days. His date that night, Suzanne Bonanno, mysteriously vanished and was never found. What starts as a search for truth and justice soon spirals into a dangerous political firestorm with death threats, actual deaths, and a relentless attempt to bury the past.

President Madeline Parson Wright, caught between loyalty to her husband and her position as the most powerful woman in the country, is unwavering in her belief in Cole’s innocence. But with every move Garret and Brea make, the stakes get higher and the enemies get deadlier.

The First Gentleman is a tightly wound political thriller that balances suspense with emotional depth. I couldn’t put it down. If you're into political intrigue, courtroom drama, and relentless suspense, this is a must-read. 4 ⭐

Tomb of Sand by Geetanjali Shree

At first, Tomb of Sand caught me completely off guard. I expected something like magical realism but by the time I reached Part II, everything clicked into place.

The story centers around Chandraprabha Devi, affectionately known as Ma, an octogenarian woman drowning in grief after the death of her husband. In Part I, she seems surrounded by the love of children, relatives, and friends who constantly try to lift her spirits. But then, suddenly, Ma disappears. Her vanishing throws everyone into a spiral of sympathy and worry. When she’s found, nothing about her is the same again.

Part II is where Ma’s life takes a dramatic turn, and we see her forging new connections, particularly with her children, Bade and Beti, who’ve long been defined by their own roles and struggles. One of the most unforgettable characters is Rosie Bua, Ma’s hijra friend, who bursts into the story with wit, warmth, and a mysterious sense of urgency. She briefly steals the spotlight only to leave behind a lingering sadness when her life ends too soon. I couldn’t help but wonder about the deep story of their friendship.

Then comes Part III, the most powerful and moving section of all. Ma’s decision to cross the border with her daughter, Beti, is more than a physical journey. It’s an emotional and symbolic act of healing. The novel subtly delves into the complex history between India and Pakistan. But this isn’t a dry historical retelling. It’s intimate and raw, seen through Ma’s own trauma and memory.

This is exactly why Tomb of Sand deserves the Booker Prize. It takes on weighty themes such as grief, identity, aging, gender, and the echoes of history and transforms them into a poetic, experimental narrative. The third-person narration gives voice not just to people, but even to objects like cane, shadows, and crows which speak and reflect the surreal beauty of the story. And amidst all this, there are moments of humor and lightness, philosophical musings, and scenes that may seem trivial but linger in the heart. It’s not an easy book but it’s a beautiful one. And I’m grateful and reignited my love for translated literature most unexpectedly. 4.5 ⭐

Azab gigi bongsu

Azab weii cabut gigi kali ni.

Bius 4 kali pun macam tak function.

Habis pecah gigi bongsu aku.

Doktor pertama tu macam baru masuk keje kot.

Nak je aku suruh panggil doktor India minggu lepas.

Datang doktor kedua dia rendahkan sikit kerusi aku lepas tu cabut.

Sekali percubaan je.

Lepas tu dia nasihat doktor pertama, kalau susah nak cabut, rendahkan kerusi patient.

Ko rasa?

Aku punya overthinking teringat cerita jenayah sebelum ni, bekas peserta masterchef yang bunuh pembantu dengan cabut gigi²nya tanpa bius.

Fuck-up betul. 

Aku harap ini kali jelah aku cabut gigi bongsu ni.

The Night Lagoon by Jo Morey

Laelia Wylde isn’t the easiest character to like. After a rough patch in her life including a failed marriage and losing her chef job in London, she heads to a remote lodge recently bought by her estranged father. What follows is a story layered with emotional tension, family secrets, and unexpected revelations.

At first, it seems like the perfect escape. The kids are happy, she’s starting to enjoy the slower pace of life, and there’s Aidrian, who brings some light back into her world. But things shift when her father suddenly collapses, possibly from a stroke. As Laelia adjusts to this new life, she begins to suspect that both her father and Aidrian might be hiding something. The peaceful paradise she thought she’d found becomes much more complicated.

Admittedly, I struggled with Laelia as a protagonist. Her denial, toxic relationship patterns, and self-destructive choices made it hard to root for her. But oddly enough, that frustration kept me turning the pages. Her flaws are raw and real, and while it was difficult to connect with her emotionally, it added a layer of complexity that made the story feel more authentic.

This isn’t a tale of perfect redemption or simple healing. It’s about messy growth, family tensions, and finding unexpected joy even when life is uncertain. Even without personally relating to Laelia, I was invested, if only to see whether she’d finally break the cycle or fall deeper into it. If you enjoy atmospheric stories with layered characters and slow-burning revelations, this book is definitely worth a try.

Run For The Hills by Kevin Wilson

Madeline Hill was just nine years old when her father, Charles, vanished from her life without a word. Twenty-three years later, a stranger named Reuben appears at her door, claiming to be her half-brother. With information from a private investigator, Reuben reveals not only the existence of other siblings, but also the possible whereabouts of the man who abandoned them all. 

What begins as a hesitant reunion soon unfolds into a cross-country road trip to meet their half-siblings, Pepper and Theron, each living in different states. But as the journey progresses, confronting the man who both shaped and shattered their lives becomes inevitable.

Charles Hill is a character I genuinely despise. He represents the kind of man who walks away from responsibility without remorse, who leaves behind scars without ever acknowledging the pain he caused. And yet, Wilson doesn't let him be a one-note villain. He explores how even an absent, deeply flawed father can leave behind good and bad memories that continue to shape his children long after he’s gone.

This story is a slow burn of psychological reckoning. The siblings’ journey is not just across states, but through grief, longing, anger, and healing. There’s a raw beauty in how they confront the past, not to forgive it, but to try to understand it.

They say we can't choose our parents. But Run For The Hills reminds us that we can choose how we carry them in our memories. This novel delivers a quiet emotional punch with a bittersweet, satisfying ending. A compelling, character-driven narrative, I give it a solid 4.5 stars.

Cabut gigi

Seperti biasa kisahnya aku sakit gigi. 

Berdenyut-denyut macam nak tumbuk orang.

Aku buat appointment dekat mysejahtera selepas lama aku uninstall. Heheh.

Hari Isnin dengan beraninya aku pergi.

Yes.

Dua tempat kiri dan kanan geraham aku kena cabut.

Tapi tak boleh cabut serentak sebab kata doktor nanti susah nak makan.

Jadi doktor cabut gigi geraham bongsu yang tak sakit.

Gigi geraham yang sakit kena cabut minggu depan.

Terpaksalah aku tahan lagi seminggu.

Staf dan doktor gigi terbaik.

Second Afterlife by Michelle Grinsam

Julia is in her early twenties when she's dealt a cruel fate dying from brain cancer. But just when everything fades to black, a miracle pulls her back. She's been given a second chance at life. But nothing could have prepared her for what came after.

Charlie was a quiet soul who passed on before his time, with almost no memory of how it happened. He assumes it was just a tragic accident. Now, he’s trapped in a strange place between the living and the dead, a kind of waiting room that exists outside time. And because Julia and Charlie died at the exact same moment, their souls became unexpectedly connected.

Charlie begins to share Julia’s revived body, seeing the world through her eyes like a silent guest. At first, it’s unsettling and confusing. But as time goes on, a strange comfort grows between them. What began as an accident of timing slowly becomes something much more meaningful.

As Julia tries to rebuild her life and reconnect with distant friends, Charlie wrestles with the reality of being caught between worlds. But danger begins to creep into both their lives. And when the threats become real, they must rely on each other to survive. They don’t just share a moment in time but also a purpose, and maybe even something like love.

This novel is more than just a paranormal romance. It’s a tender exploration of grief, hope, and the unexpected beauty of human connection. While the subplot involving underground crime could use more detail, the emotional storytelling makes this a memorable and heartfelt debut.

Fox by Joyce Carol Oates

As a mother, this story hit me hard. The theme is deeply disturbing, and the writing is so vivid it made me feel physically ill at times. Predators who harm children deserve the harshest punishment. Topics like these are not only viral in Malaysia but are surfacing globally, felonies involving pedophilia and child exploitation that demand serious attention.

Fox by Joyce Carol Oates is a dark and unsettling novel wrapped in a whodunnit mystery. Though the pacing can be slow and the repetition slightly noticeable, it didn't detract from the impact for me. I still give it 4.5 ⭐ for its outstanding, fearless storytelling.

It all begins with a chilling discovery. A car wreck was found at the edge of a ravine near Wieland Pond. Human remains, partially devoured by animals, are recovered. The car is traced back to Francis Harlan Fox, an English teacher at the prestigious Langhorne Academy. Beloved by his students, Fox was known for making learning feel joyful and engaging, a beacon in the classroom.

But behind the charm lies a darker truth. Mr. Fox vanished after a school break, sparking rumors and emotional chaos among students. An investigation reveals he had been quietly dismissed from several teaching posts before joining Langhorne. The once-admired teacher becomes a central figure in a sinister puzzle.

As detectives comb through the wreckage of Fox’s life, they uncover unsettling patterns. Several of his former students are now acting out, some even harming themselves. The investigation moves forward with subtle momentum, led by a seasoned detective whose methodical style feels grounded and reliable.

While I wish the novel explored more of Fox’s childhood, the roots of his behavior—the emotional and psychological depth still lingers long after the final page. This book is not easy to digest, but it is necessary. It forces readers to confront horrors that too often stay hidden.