Tomb of Sand by Geetanjali Shree

At first, Tomb of Sand caught me completely off guard. I expected something like magical realism but by the time I reached Part II, everything clicked into place.

The story centers around Chandraprabha Devi, affectionately known as Ma, an octogenarian woman drowning in grief after the death of her husband. In Part I, she seems surrounded by the love of children, relatives, and friends who constantly try to lift her spirits. But then, suddenly, Ma disappears. Her vanishing throws everyone into a spiral of sympathy and worry. When she’s found, nothing about her is the same again.

Part II is where Ma’s life takes a dramatic turn, and we see her forging new connections, particularly with her children, Bade and Beti, who’ve long been defined by their own roles and struggles. One of the most unforgettable characters is Rosie Bua, Ma’s hijra friend, who bursts into the story with wit, warmth, and a mysterious sense of urgency. She briefly steals the spotlight only to leave behind a lingering sadness when her life ends too soon. I couldn’t help but wonder about the deep story of their friendship.

Then comes Part III, the most powerful and moving section of all. Ma’s decision to cross the border with her daughter, Beti, is more than a physical journey. It’s an emotional and symbolic act of healing. The novel subtly delves into the complex history between India and Pakistan. But this isn’t a dry historical retelling. It’s intimate and raw, seen through Ma’s own trauma and memory.

This is exactly why Tomb of Sand deserves the Booker Prize. It takes on weighty themes such as grief, identity, aging, gender, and the echoes of history and transforms them into a poetic, experimental narrative. The third-person narration gives voice not just to people, but even to objects like cane, shadows, and crows which speak and reflect the surreal beauty of the story. And amidst all this, there are moments of humor and lightness, philosophical musings, and scenes that may seem trivial but linger in the heart. It’s not an easy book but it’s a beautiful one. And I’m grateful and reignited my love for translated literature most unexpectedly. 4.5 ⭐

Azab gigi bongsu

Azab weii cabut gigi kali ni.

Bius 4 kali pun macam tak function.

Habis pecah gigi bongsu aku.

Doktor pertama tu macam baru masuk keje kot.

Nak je aku suruh panggil doktor India minggu lepas.

Datang doktor kedua dia rendahkan sikit kerusi aku lepas tu cabut.

Sekali percubaan je.

Lepas tu dia nasihat doktor pertama, kalau susah nak cabut, rendahkan kerusi patient.

Ko rasa?

Aku punya overthinking teringat cerita jenayah sebelum ni, bekas peserta masterchef yang bunuh pembantu dengan cabut gigi²nya tanpa bius.

Fuck-up betul. 

Aku harap ini kali jelah aku cabut gigi bongsu ni.

The Night Lagoon by Jo Morey

Laelia Wylde isn’t the easiest character to like. After a rough patch in her life including a failed marriage and losing her chef job in London, she heads to a remote lodge recently bought by her estranged father. What follows is a story layered with emotional tension, family secrets, and unexpected revelations.

At first, it seems like the perfect escape. The kids are happy, she’s starting to enjoy the slower pace of life, and there’s Aidrian, who brings some light back into her world. But things shift when her father suddenly collapses, possibly from a stroke. As Laelia adjusts to this new life, she begins to suspect that both her father and Aidrian might be hiding something. The peaceful paradise she thought she’d found becomes much more complicated.

Admittedly, I struggled with Laelia as a protagonist. Her denial, toxic relationship patterns, and self-destructive choices made it hard to root for her. But oddly enough, that frustration kept me turning the pages. Her flaws are raw and real, and while it was difficult to connect with her emotionally, it added a layer of complexity that made the story feel more authentic.

This isn’t a tale of perfect redemption or simple healing. It’s about messy growth, family tensions, and finding unexpected joy even when life is uncertain. Even without personally relating to Laelia, I was invested, if only to see whether she’d finally break the cycle or fall deeper into it. If you enjoy atmospheric stories with layered characters and slow-burning revelations, this book is definitely worth a try.

Run For The Hills by Kevin Wilson

Madeline Hill was just nine years old when her father, Charles, vanished from her life without a word. Twenty-three years later, a stranger named Reuben appears at her door, claiming to be her half-brother. With information from a private investigator, Reuben reveals not only the existence of other siblings, but also the possible whereabouts of the man who abandoned them all. 

What begins as a hesitant reunion soon unfolds into a cross-country road trip to meet their half-siblings, Pepper and Theron, each living in different states. But as the journey progresses, confronting the man who both shaped and shattered their lives becomes inevitable.

Charles Hill is a character I genuinely despise. He represents the kind of man who walks away from responsibility without remorse, who leaves behind scars without ever acknowledging the pain he caused. And yet, Wilson doesn't let him be a one-note villain. He explores how even an absent, deeply flawed father can leave behind good and bad memories that continue to shape his children long after he’s gone.

This story is a slow burn of psychological reckoning. The siblings’ journey is not just across states, but through grief, longing, anger, and healing. There’s a raw beauty in how they confront the past, not to forgive it, but to try to understand it.

They say we can't choose our parents. But Run For The Hills reminds us that we can choose how we carry them in our memories. This novel delivers a quiet emotional punch with a bittersweet, satisfying ending. A compelling, character-driven narrative, I give it a solid 4.5 stars.

Cabut gigi

Seperti biasa kisahnya aku sakit gigi. 

Berdenyut-denyut macam nak tumbuk orang.

Aku buat appointment dekat mysejahtera selepas lama aku uninstall. Heheh.

Hari Isnin dengan beraninya aku pergi.

Yes.

Dua tempat kiri dan kanan geraham aku kena cabut.

Tapi tak boleh cabut serentak sebab kata doktor nanti susah nak makan.

Jadi doktor cabut gigi geraham bongsu yang tak sakit.

Gigi geraham yang sakit kena cabut minggu depan.

Terpaksalah aku tahan lagi seminggu.

Staf dan doktor gigi terbaik.